I have had a few messages asking why I haven't written in so long. My mom had a stroke a month ago. I miss my blog, but can't bear to write right now. Too much emotion with others involved, too many people who may be hurt by my expression of my own feelings, and I just can't write while self editing to this degree. More when the crisis is over. I'm continuing to write in the meantime, but not posting right now. Hope all are well. I've been having a hard time remembering all the positive messages I fed myself during cancer treatment, but try to remind myself each time I wake or lay down to sleep, that every good day is a good day, but cross-country medical emergencies make it hard to find the happy moments. I'm working on it.